i got the fever


Feelings

{save me}

kill me with your smile
and bury me with your heart

my bed is cold, bring your 98.6%
of love and make me yours.

touch me without touching me.
caress my neck with your breathe,
the heat that comes from your mouth
is my only salvation

come and save me.

i have no muse

my soul is empty

i need new memories

i need new heartbreaks

come back and do like you did me

that day…

the day when the world ended.

==light speed love==

open up your heart to me

my heart was an open window

you were the breeze that never chilled me

you were the soul that once gave me life

where have you gone?

why aren’t you here?

i used to love the way we talked & felt

like we had traveled tons of miles away from here

comet crush, that’s what you were

you came rushing in from the sky

and before i knew.. you were gone

you got me excited and gave me hope that for once

someone might recognize my butterflies

but then… out you left and all that was left

was your shadow

i could no longer recognize your once beautiful face

where have you gone?

why aren’t you here?

9:40am 2|15|04

the day will come when children we’ll have

the night will set and we will dance

you gave me life

you gave me hope

with just one kiss my life was whole

the day just came when we just fought

we tried and tried to work things out

you  gave me life

you gave me hope

with just one kiss my life was torn

9:50am 2|15|04

i feel so lonely

even with your presence

you used to give me joy

now you give me pain

you were young and full of life

now you just are full of shit

why cant you just get away….

oh wait i forgot because you are

me.

::next to me::

dont kiss me goodnight

instead stay here with me

and tell me how together we can change the world

how i am your muse and you are my star

a star that took me forever to reach

and yet i have you here with me

we can go to the place we knew of and only dreamed of

we can go there and make

castles from the sand in your toes

::gluttony::

to feel you inside would only be a dream

it will never be a reality because

im too scare and you think too much

i need the warmth you give

but i know the wrath is all i will feel

you’re like flan

i want you soo bad

but i know better

you are too high in sugar

your sweetness

rotts me to the core

you’re the only drug i want

i want you to invade my everything

take over even of what i don’t have control of

run through my veins and feel my pain

the pain i had for you all this time

even before i met or knew you

create symptoms of euphoria

and ecstasy

make me go to the other side

and show me how I was wrong

withdrawals will never come

because you will always be here

with me

invading me

i want to lose myself in you

and you in me

give yourself to me and you will

see how good it can be

im like good wine

only with age does the pleasure come

i fill you with fantasies

and realities that you only thought

were mere dreams

you give me life

you give me love

you give lust

you give me all

::you::

today i felt like i needed you

but all i needed was your lips

your ears

your hair

your eyes

your smile

your fucking hands that keep me warm

even though they make me hotter…

i still long for them

you’re the pearl that look for every time i go fishing

::more::

oh sweet torture

give me more

my veins are empty i need more

of you

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