Filed under: life | Tags: away we go, films, john krasinski, Maggie Gyllenhaal, maya rudolph, montreal, phoenix
i haven’t seen many films but i knew that i would definitely enjoy this and guess what… I did… it was energizing, exciting, happy, sad… and it stirred a lot of things inside me….go watch it the music was great. there was a lot of great timing with the music. good times for sure…
funny how i can completely and utterly put things on indefinite hold and make excuses for not getting things done, but a pet project comes along and i practically finish it in a few hours.
looks like i finished my blog project. i was hoping to compile all the entries i had made in blogs or versions of that…i have managed to go back to may 2003. so now whenever you have a spare moment check back and re live some silly moments in my life.
i didn’t realize how much i wrote especially from 2003-2004. i didn’t write much from 2005-2006 and from about feb 2006-dec 2006 i have absolutely nothing. which made me think what happened in my life that i didn’t post. it may be lost in some harddrive but as far as i know i have almost nothing for the year 2006.
anywho i was thinking of this really awesome song…
i’ll share it now…
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i think im going to start a project where i will compile all the blog entries i have done since the first entry which i think was in 2001 on this wordpress and have everything here… so i can have it all together in one place… i’ll see how that turns out… that should keep me busy….
sometimes i just feel overwhelmed….
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jill scott
i have had jill scott on the brain for the past few days. my mind thinks too much. won’t it stop for a little bit so my heart can catch up to it. sometimes i don’t feel like myself and yet i know its ALL me and i’m just denying myself the inevitable truth that i won’t let myself realize and embrace.
embrace.. such an interesting word.. should an arson embrace his love of fire?
thinking of where i am, where i want to be and where im going seem to be all too different…
i know im a rambling fool…but its the only way to get my thoughts out…
i have been thinking how at my age my mom already had me and was happily married. i was thinking how and why that hasnt happened to me. have i not allowed myself to be open to the opportunity, is it not in my future. do i even want that for myself? so many things unanswered….
this past week has been physically draining.. i have woken up tired because i have not been able to sleep.. and now my body is paying for it. i think i made myself sick.. or maybe just way tired…
i have been thinking about so many things that i don”t even have enough time to jot them all down.
tonight i turned down two events to go to, and its not because ” im way cool for them” but i guess i just wanted to be available to hang out with someone and it never happened.. im stupid for it… and then it came up… i didnt want to anymore.. i don’t make sense most of the time and it drives me crazy too… its like i want to, but im afraid to at the same time. like someone told me once.. i just need to dive in… i guess i just would like to know how deep the floor is, that way i dont hurt myself too bad when i go for it.
sometimes i feel like like ms scott says it
I just don’t know
where I should go
No
I just don’t know
know, know, know
Where I should go
so
So we’ll see where i end up…….
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fave of the day
Friends meet greet hug talk
Try to stop relentless time
From cutting them short
